aScottsmansdaughter

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I am by aScottsmansdaughter, literature

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I am

I am Sad Confused Distressed Lifeless Worried Amounted to A collaboration of loss For I love You dont But if you do Then why hide it Not show it? Space Time Travel Weary Happy Anger Lust Betrayal Disrespect Lies To prove who you really are Throw you a curve See you run When life doesnt enable you Selfish Credit less So You think I will tie you to me Bind you with information And a life you dont want to see? Wrong Error Step back Your Judgement is clouded by others What you want to believe Your punishing me For something I didnt do alone I run Dissapear Hide from all your fucking stupid ass fears

What I thought...what I know by aScottsmansdaughter, literature

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What I thought...what I know

Wasnt it you That told me to wait To follow me till not a breath I had left to take I heard your voice drift in my sleep I felt your touch bring me to my knees Was it a lie? Misconception? Are you letting everything around you Determine all your direction? Fear will make you say things That you might later regret unknown predictions of what you think might be Predications, cautionary tales A ghost of someone That " is who really miss" Not a person can live up to her Because she is immortal in your mind Solidified in your heart Bank what you can around any intrusion Its so safe that way isnt it? An easy explanation to all

Heartbeat by aScottsmansdaughter, literature

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Heartbeat

Are you here? I feel you pounding Somewhere inside But its a distant sound So far away that I can barely distinquish Once you raced When eyes saw so much Once you loved Ached for the touch Of ones you loved Ones you missed Couldnt wait for the last first kiss But its silent now Cold as well Every time I want to let go You capture my mind under a spell Remind me There is more here Do not trust so blindly Remember the past mistakes Remember the pain The blinding rage Of love that went astray? Says you my heart Do not lead this way Think with whats above Walk away Run if you must For you are out of tears You feel mo

Negativity ...be gone by aScottsmansdaughter, literature

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Negativity ...be gone

I am restless I am worried I am not content Im afraid of imperfection Am I so imperfect to you? Mirror shows me lines once erased Time catching up Time with no space Its a race you see..one I must win To live my life Not to die from within Its a world I cannot be held behind My soul needs to be free Of ties that bind I crave a scent that is never lost The wind at my back The ocean to my touch Sunsets that blind my vision Wash over me heat, rain, light and thunder Let me know Im alive Let me know theres a purpose a reason A way I can feel Again I am waiting This makes me a target for pain A bullseye for pity Anger an

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I Dare You by aScottsmansdaughter, literature

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I Dare You

If you walked in my shoes Could you live with my soul? Can you understand the insanity The aching The cold If you lived in my world For just a moment Could you bear what Ive been through Could your heart even live it? Look up at the sky Blind me sunshine Take me away from the pain Of sorrow Tears or rain Looks the same in silence But one makes me cold One alienates I dare you To see through my eyes Madness, jealousy, pain, deceit I dare you To step with me Lie next to me Tell me you love me And mean it I dare you To fix whats left here Broken pieces of a heart That can no longer feel I dare you To not walk away

Cinderella Cinderella by aScottsmansdaughter, literature

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Cinderella Cinderella

When I fall asleep Its your voice in my head Soft and low Next to me/sing to thee Whisper my name This isnt a game Almost feel your skin Almost feel your heart Pounding... Aganist mine Can I be your Cinderella Like that girl in the fairy tale Miles on your steel horse Waking up in the forest/next to you Can I be your Cinderella? Wrap your arms around me Tell me theres no time When I wish its for you When I dream Your the wish that came true Do you know When I hear your voice Im at ease Such an easy choice To want you Someday sometime My wish will be My glass slipper Next to you Next to me

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Wanted

I wanna be in love Like Im in the 3rd grade I wanna pass notes Wanna go steady Talk sweet about that man Be June to his Eddie I want someone to make me feel Im the only girl he can see Tunnel vision on a island He'd cross any ocean for me Stand up and protect me If another man talked me down If his best friend tried to kiss me He'd knock his ass across town I WANT A MAN TO LOVE ME JUST FOR WHO I AM COME ON AND KISS ME BABY SHOW ME YOU UNDERSTAND MAKE MY HEART POUND MAKE MY KNEES SHAKE IF YOU REALLY WANT THIS WOMAN SHOW ME YOUR A MAN THAT WONT BREAK So if you think You can be by my side Im more than a handful honey Yo

Midnight Wish by aScottsmansdaughter, literature

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Midnight Wish

Baby.. Baby its midnight An I cant sleep All over me/I beg for your heat Night/Daydreams Of your touch Miles away/Can you feel my kiss? I want to feel you above me My Midnight wish I want you to be the man That gives me my last taste Of you and I mixed together Be last in your embrace I want you to be the one That looks into my eyes Tells me from his heart "Kristina Id follow you to the end of time" DONT WANT TO SOUND SIMPLISTIC THE RUSH YOU GIVE ME IS CATACLYSIMIC MAKE MY ENGINE PURR PISTONS FIRE OFF TEMP THAT FUEL INJECTION BABE CAUSE ITS GETTIN HOT PULL IN THE CLUTCH SHIFT UP THE GEARS DONT WORRY ABOUT BRAKES FLY

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United States
Deviant for 16 years
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Current Residence: Wherever I lay my head is home..
deviantWEAR sizing preference: xtra tight....like me :)
Favourite genre of music: 70's
Favourite photographer: Herb Ritts, Dylan
Favourite style of art: All
Operating System: My own
MP3 player of choice: Sammo's
Shell of choice: Who cares?
Wallpaper of choice: Something wicked
Skin of choice: Something sexual
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny, Roadrunner, & Wile E.
Personal Quote: " There is poetry in all of life"

Favourite Visual Artist

Prince to Metallica to Pink to SRV

Favourite Movies

Braveheart/First Wives Club/Underworld 1&2/ French Kiss/Saving Private Ryan/ Many others..

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

WAY tooooooo many

Favourite Writers

Dylan :)

Favourite Games

Porn...wait...I take sex to serious to make it a game..LOL

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Tools of the Trade

My brain..the rest is frosting.

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Sports, Music, Poetry, ShortTrack Racing,Writing

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aScottsmansdaughter

Sep 7, 2011

shit...on my mind..in my soul fuck fuck fuck

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Weird feelings that I dont like are overlapping any judgement as of late...I have a bad bad bad feeling something is going on that I dont think will turn out well. Ive had this feeling before and its like a sensory overload of shit that I dont want to happen...fuck In any event..all I can do is deal with it The rains are here with a vengence...flooding..massive flooding reminding me of my childhood...if only could start over. I miss everything I took for granted and never knew it.. Youth is wasted on the young...how many times do I say this??? Youth is gone..in a blink, a flash a disabling memory..and your left with either a shell...a w

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aScottsmansdaughter

Sep 6, 2011

fuck

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Ha... Would be nice to have someone want me..oh wait I had my pick this weekend..but the one person I want..DOESNT want me..oh Im sorry correction please... " cannot get past issues clouding his thoughts to want" Oh jesus fucking christ ...HOW many excuses do you have? Fuck it I wont ask Wont even bring it up And oh yea wont touch you either. Works both ways asshole. Beware taking this woman from feeling unwanted, to undesired to cranky to flat out bitch....

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aScottsmansdaughter

Sep 5, 2011

Yea ok...

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Excuses to hide from some other emotional bias really piss me off... Im eternally sad. I dont have much else to say today. This weekend was beautiful, tragic and unyielding in pictures that live in my mind and thoughts. Memories from last year invaded me...significantly better Labor Day than last year.